LESS THAN 30 DAYS!

I’m getting scared. Every pokes and hiccups I feel on my tummy, makes me feel like she’s ready to come out of this world. I’m getting scared. What if I’m not good enough? What if I make mistakes? What if I’m not fit to become a mother? At the same time I am excited. Who would she possibly look like? How would she smell? (You know babies smell really good!). Will she be a crybaby? Or someone who always smiles and eats like Santiago? (You know him from my past posts.)

On the first week of June my husband would be flying back to the US for his Doctoral Degree Program and I would be left alone for a whole week. We are trying to get my Mom over as soon as possible before the baby is born. She would be of great help and comfort, as I will recover from the delivery. And like my husband, she’s pro-natural birth ONLY, unless of course if there’s an emergency alternative. That makes his decision firmer to get my Mom back.

All I probably did while waiting for this to happen aside from taking care of the kiddies was trying to get everything for the baby. Stroller, blankets, car seat, etc., and so far I had huge help from my Mother-in-law and friends for that and I am always thankful for them. ;)

First box from Nana Judith!

Fourth box from Nana!

Thanks for the gifts! Karena, Marlyn, Kendra, Caitlin, Laura, Maricel, Dolores and Miraflor!

I assembled this ALONE. 

I don't have a lot of patience writing posts and probably won't have any enthusiasm for the next few weeks. I did this post randomly and without thoughts about grammar and such. I just wanted to fill something in, in case I forget. ;)